Tomorrow, a new chapter of my life begins. As cliche as that sounds, it's actually very true; the loss of freedom, a new commitment, a responsibility thrown upon my shoulders - one that I don't even want to carry. Perhaps I worry too much, but I have to admit that I'm scared. I really don't know what to expect, I'm afraid to screw up, yet somehow I feel like I know it'll happen. Seems like ever since secondary school I've never been too happy with each new environment I was put into, be it classes, people, teachers, CCAs, or simply life as a whole; I kept feeling like I've been shortchanged and was always viewing others with envy, discontent or even hatred. I just don't know how to think anymore, it's just one bad thing after another. Yet on retrospect, it seems like I only grew to treasure things and realise that they "weren't that bad afterall" only after it's past. NS is sure to change my life, I just hope and pray that it'll be for the better and I'll learn to take things in stride and not be so angry about everything.

Well anyhow, I wish everyone all the best in whatever you do, God bless and take care and whatever. Any messages, leave them at the shoutbox. You could comment too but they won't be published as I won't be around for some time to do that, that means they can act as private messages too.
Alternatively, my email addresses can be found in the about section.
If it's something really urgent or important like, "I can get you out of NS right now!" Please text me via sms or just call me. I won't put my phone number here for obvious reasons (I've only just shaken off that anonymous crazy texter a couple of days ago), if you need it, ask my friends. (Actually, if you could really do that, just bloody do it)